im sorry seniors.

i know we sucked yesterday.
im sorry to make ya all cry.
sorry to tarnish css choir`s reputation in front of many.
i seriously donno what the hell happened but yeah, we sucked.


worst performance i guess.


i am sure even to those not musically inclined,
we sounded like a pile of sai.
perhaps im in no authority to say this, but sops.
we really sucked.


a handful of us are singing at a very different pitch.
some going sharp, some going really flat.
but just a handful is enough to destroy what had been nearing perfect.
and everyone just continued singing louder and louder,
in distinct different pitchings.
oblivious to how terrible we sounded.
this is way upsetting.


seniors and mr low has been telling us for upteen times.
"listen to others. not only to those beside you, but to your whole section, the whole choir".
and we just nod our heads. and the next minute. everyone sings like nobody`s business..



choir, we are not hopeless.
the past choir had been a gold with honours choir and we can clinch that award again.
only IF we work together and pull the choir up to greater heights.
i still love choir, and i hope that love`s not gonna cease to exist.


think about the trust the seniors have had in us.
think about the faith mr low has in us.
then think about how we sounded yesterday.
and now think about how we`ve damaged the mutual trust between the seniors, mr low and us.


suffice to say, we`ve not only disappointed them, but ourselves too.
dont wish to see the choir drop any further.
seriously. lets climb up step by step together again. (=



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i deeply apologise to everyone whom i`ve let down.
and a further apology to those who i have been neglecting.
to those who think im a selfish and unsensitive idiot.
to those who think that i`ve been taking advantage of.


to the 5 of you, im sorry for not joining your table for recess the other day.
i had no idea you guys made the pie, i din wanna leave kj alone.
i saw your faces and you guys seemed so cold.
so i just stepped out of class feeling at a loss and...
well nevermind.


you guys are hell impt to me.


im sorry. and i miss all of you.


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and to think that i thought all was going to end.
i dont like it this way.


i feel sorry for myself.


am gonna familiarise with all science and history topics today.
am gonna finish up all homework.
then do smth bout food&fun fair.



i shall be myself again.
study hard, study smart, hannah.




no more lies.
no more pretency.



okay? okay.



jerlyn, i know where to buy those big swirly lollipops that we want alrd! :D



happy birthday singapore, doreen, melissa, huilin and shazana(tho i don even know you).



thanks kat.